Serendipity

I missed last weeks post and I’m sorry for that. It wasn’t intentional. Lately I’ve started to question my ambitions and dreams. The things that have kept me going for over 10 years are also the things I am holding onto for my dear life. I want to believe that better will come. I want to believe that everything I’ve fought for was meaningful. I want to believe that I’ve made impact while I tried to follow my dreams. I’ve also started to believe that i’m becoming tired. Tired of the anxious days of wondering if i’m doing enough, tired of wondering if I can provide for those I love. There is a lot of wishes and wants but I also understand that reality is not kind.

I write this because I hope that by doing so others realize they aren’t alone. It’s tiring but I am holding on because I have to believe in something. I know that once my belief is gone, I’ll have given up everything I had dreamed of. So together, let us hold on to the last ounce of our dream and keep fighting. Fight because we know what will happen when we stop. Let’s keep dreaming because without dreams I have to believe that we will have lost what allows us to be happy.