Serendipity

If you read this and feel like I’m speaking to you then I probably am. If you feel like this is something that speaks to you, then it probably is.

One day, hopefully very late in my life I will be gone. My existence will no longer mean anything to the world that your currently living in. Everything I have worked for will disappear with me and who I was will no longer matter.

But I hope you know, that you can understand, you matter to me. Yes I wrote that in the present tense because even when i’m no longer here, you are and because of you I will live on because I love you.

One day when the wind blows and I am no longer here, know that it’s me dancing like the clown that I am for you. So laugh and smile. That when the days grow sullen and the stresses become too much, you do not have to cry alone, the day will rain and I too will cry for your pain, you will never be alone.

One day, you will look up to the sky and the sun and breathe the air that I fought so hard to purify for you. I love you. I always have and always will because one day I wont be here so for now I will continue to tell you that I love you until I can no longer do so.